I do wish my mother had been able to cut my penis and testicles off. My Mother dressed me in lingerie from my early years through my school years. I love lingerie , feminization, and sissification by women.
My mother threatened to remove my testicles several times. Early in live, she threatened to cut them off with scissors. Later, she placed rubber bands around each testicles for hours. I knew that a way to castrate farm animals. It always concerned me. I had to leave my clit visible to her during the time my testicles were wrapped with rubber bands. Actually, I did not mind being exposed since I was wearing a bra, stockings, and heels. Also, mother tied beautiful bows to my clit head. Ribbons tied around each testicles.